Never My Way [Rulin Wolves]

[spiritfoxxy]

As she had promised to herself. She wasn't going to stop bring it up until he finally gave in. Though she hoped it wouldn't take forever. Tuvio was stubborn and she couldn't help but not like it. She couldn't help but think that maybe Aurora the alpha's mate would be more lenient about how long she would be watched. 24/7 was just to long and she didn't like to be watched when she was sleeping. The thought of eyes watching her just creeped her out. Why couldn't he just let me have some hours away from being watched? I am not going to run away or anything. Her thoughts continued to run into her mind until she was at the door of Tuvio's chamber yet again. She pushed the door open and walked right in. Weather he liked it or not, he seemed more like a father to her then the rest of the pack. She didn't think she was that special and that was why she was still in the pack and being protected all the time.

"Tuvio. I want some freedom of the protection. I can't do anything without being watched. Sleeping with eyes on me, we'll how would you like it if it was you being watched all night long?" She doubted that it would help her case to get him to let her some hours of not being watched. She kind of wished that she had asked Aurora instead. If the alpha took her side maybe she could get her mate to let her have some freedom of being watched all the time. At the same time it seemed wrong to ask. She didn't want to turn the mates against each other because of her. She waited for his reply and just kept thinking in her mind the thoughts of wishing for some freedom and how it would feel when she finally gets it.

[~Nighthunter~]

[atrb=border,0,true][cs=7][bg=171717] _____________________ The last few weeks had been building up for Tuvio. Raids, missions, hunting parties, you name it, he was doing it. Sleep had been hard for him to come by recently, so he cherished each wink he could sneak in. Aurora was probably worried about the ammount of work he was taking on, but he didn't mind it. He was the alpha male of the youngest pack in the imediate territories, and if his sweat made the pack that much stronger then so be it. Right now however, Tuvio was passed out on his King bed. He was in his wolf form and it looked like he had just fallen across the bed and fallen alseep, which in fact was what he had done exactly. When he heard his door creak open, he wanted to growl in protest of the sleep about to be ended. He knew it was not Aurora, she would not be quite so loud entering the room, though after thinking about it , he realized that no one else in the pack would dare enter his room in such a loud thunderous manner besides his mate. Curiosity didn't cloud his thoughts for long, as Zura soon started her usual complaining about his set up of guards that kept watch over her. It was not something he would be changing though. Zura was real kind and sweet and all, but to survive in a pack much less this world, she needed to grow a backbone, and she was most definatly not a fighter. Tuvio was determined to keep her under his protection until after she at least knew how to fight well enough to defend herself. He felt bad, but he valued her safety far more then his guilt over her unease. Zura was a healer, the only one that Tuvio had ever met, and a well kept secret from the other packs. Rulin would surely be over run should anyone find out. The guard was as much there to protect her as it was to watch her. If she were to heal a wolf when an enemy were around, they would be found out. Lifting his heavy frame , he transformed back into his human form. He sat on the edge of the bed, wearing a wrinkled white dres shirt, and faded black pants, his hair was all scruffy, his eyes held alertness to them, though there was an underlined sense of sleep depravity to there stare." Zura, I already told you it was for your own good. I can protect myself, so therefore I have no one watching me. I am the strongest of all Rulin, I need no guard. If you want me to let up, then prove to me that you are capable of protecting yourself." _____________________ 528: words.

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[spiritfoxxy]

Her thoughts closed when she heard his comment. Prove to him that she could fight? It wouldn't be as bad if she had some muscle. Being strong was a problem. She just couldn't fight. It wasn't in her body. For one she didn't ever want to see somebody hurt even if it put her into danger, and two she just couldn't do it. She had no muscle in her whole body. No matter how much she tried she just couldn't get stronger. Though it wasn't that much trouble if she could run away from the solution but nope she had to fight to prove she didn't need protection. "I am in the pack all the time. What do I need to be watched for? Nobody comes into the pack to attack a single wolf that they don't even know is a healer!" She raised her voice. She was angry that he wouldn't let her have some time with herself, but mostly at herself for not being strong in the first place. Nobody in outside of the pack knew she was a healer, and it seemed that was how it was meant to be.

She had looked away. Yelling at the alpha, she was in for it now. She could hear in her mind what she imaged he would said to her about yelling at him like that. She never thought of running away before, this was her home. Her parents had been in this pack and would always been remembered for being hunters for the pack who couldn't hunt for themselves. She just stood there, looking around at the room. Coming back in here was bad timing. maybe he won't let me have less hours of watch because he was tired? She wanted to believe that but she just couldn't. He was just to stubborn to admit that she wasn't a little she wolf and had a right like the other wolves to be away for sometime. "Is it really a need to watch me while I am sleeping?" I mean come on. What am I going to do, sleep walk out of the room?" Now that was a mistake to add onto the comment and she regretted that she had said it. She sighed looking back at him.

[~Nighthunter~]

[atrb=border,0,true][cs=7][bg=171717] _____________________ Living in the rebuilding world did not offre very many easy things in life. Zura's problems seemed to only exist around her time alone, to be more exact, her lack of time alone. Tuvio knew that it was only fair that she was allowed her own space and all, and he really had no problem with it. If it were not for her lack of ability to defend herself. He wondered if she even knew that there was more ways to win a fight then with strength alone. She could use many of the same skills needed for her healing to be successful. He had no doubt that she could learn to utilize such talents, but she had to figure out that she had them first. Yawning, he shook off her rude, loud complaining. Were he a more strict ruler, or aggressive for that matter, she would have been in trouble for waking him up, let alone yelling at him in such a manner. Had there been other members of the pack around he would have had to have done something, but she seemed not to notice that she had over stepped her rank. For her constant bickering about how she was "in" the pack all the time, she wasn't showing it very well currently. To top it off she made a last comment, and it got under his skin. Not because of the topic of the comment, but it in general. She seemed to be disreguarding her place entirely, and who he was for that matter. Were she not such an asset to the pack, she would have been in trouble just then. His brows creased in irritation, and he scowled at her. " If you truely want me to hear you out, you might try speaking in tones which don't hurt the listeners ears. Secondly barging in and waking me up unannounced is at the very least rude and disrespectful. Your lucky I decided to hear you out, and then you just went on ranting.I told you my opinion on the matter, learn of techniques to help you protect yourself, be resourceful, show me you can handle being alone. How can I trust you alone, when even here when your alone your shouting at me, any other lycan in the pack would have knocked you senseless most likely." A little harsh, sense not all would act like that, but it would hopefully get his point across. _____________________ 476: words.

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[spiritfoxxy]

In words were the same as before just worded differently. She was never going to get him to change his mind unless she found other ways of defending herself without strength. What in the world is that suppose to mean? She made no reply to him. He was right, she was 150 years old she needed to be more mature. She wanted to walk right out of the room but didn't. She was just thinking to herself almost forgetting where she was at. Coming back out of her thought she remembered that she was in his chamber. She knew what she was going to do, but he wasn't going to like it. What he won't know can't hurt him right? "Fair enough." She finished her sentence. She wasn't going to make any deals with him, the only thing she did was heal pack members if a deal was needed. She stood there again, wanting to walk out but it wouldn't be mature to just walk right out, but she wanted to do so, so badly. "Can I go now?" She questioned as if he had summoned her here to begin with.